What about now

What about now Is an old poem Written by Aldo Kraas

God you are always on my mind

And I live for you God

God I just want you to know that I love you

And I know that you love me also

God I could not live without you

God you are my father

And I am one of your children

God I live by your rules

I know that your rules are very restricted

I have broken your rules many years ago

And you had punished me

Also i didn't liked to be punished by you

But deep down I deserved to be punished

Now I finally stopped sinning

And I never done it anymore

I am following your rules

Every day

God I stop hurting people

That wasn't a right thing to do

I was getting myself in so much trouble

I had spend a few times in the hospital

For my mental illness

It was terrible to be in the hospital

Now I am controlling my temper

And thanks God that I    never got angry again

God I  have friends that supports me in my life

And I   am very lucky to have them

God You feed me every day my meals

And I never starved once in my life

Also you gave me water to drink

And I had drunked the water to drink

It took my thirst away

Also you had given me new clothes to wear

And I wear the clothes that you gave me  every day

I am always taking care of my hygiene

Because that is very important

Also I go to sleep early every night

So that I can get a good night sleep