Midday blues

Midday blues Is a new poem Written bay Aldo kraas

 

I can't leave

Because I am waiting for God to come

And kiss me at midday

That kiss sweet

Who cares for me my God

I know you care God

The air feels fine

Here outside

I am dealing with God know

Can't you see

I am busy with him?

Once I open my ear

I heard your gentle words

The little flowers that

Are planted in the neighboors garden is called daisy

I haven't got a woman yet

I am not interested in it

Deep down I am a good person

I am a good hearted man

The answer that you always give me is

Don't worry

Everything will be fine

As long as I am here walking with you

Guiding you along with me

You tell me you have nothing to fear

You assure me that nothing bad is going to happen to me

When your gone

I will love you the right away

I believe that somethings are better left undone

When you are just too tired to do it

The rain fals like water from the sky

Hear, soul and song is what I am hearing

somebody playing that tune in the guitar

I recognize it because I heard it a thousand times before

I never run wild

I am too old for that

My younger days are over

I want to know what I am doing wrong

Please tell me God

What kind of man I am?

A man with feelings

A man who thinks of others and not only himself

I am gaining control of my life God

I am not loosing it

God is my empire

My home is like heaven to me

God

If you could just understand that

It is where my heart is

I am not always brave God

You have to understand that

I never lied to you

I never lied to you

I have to plan for my future

I have to stop feeling sorry for myself

And take some action

The nights are cold now

Amd when I sleep I think of you

And every day when is midday I know I will see you again

Having a good friend is important to me God

And that good friend is you

The next day at middday I heard the rain

It was coming down hard

I quess we just have to stay inside today

It is fine with me

Saturday I am going away

And I will board the midnight train

And when midday comes no matter where I will be

you will always be there with me

And by your side I will always be

In the morning I look out of the train window

And I see that the train

Is passing by the indian shores

Moving skies I see

They are bright today

Not a clooud in the sky

God I might be fooling myself

Sometimes I don't think I am being honest to myself

Inside my eyes I see that bright light

It is called the sun

The more I see it the more I like it

I am wearing my silk shirt

And my dresspants

And my dress shoes

I do it because I want to feel good and be presentable to others

I will lift up my hands towards your comamdmemts which I love

And I will meditate on your statue

Teach me oh God the way of your statue

And I will keep to the end

Give me understanding that I may keep your law

And observe it with my whole heart

When I think on my ways

I turn my feet to your testimonies

At midnight I rise to praise you

Though the cord of the wicked ensnare me

I do not forget your laws

I long for your salvation

I will sing a joyful song to you God

God I know that my eyes don't lie

To you

You see me

A tired man

God please take my anger away

Please don't tell me where the sun goes

I demand a better future from you

Please make sure I get all this pain and all this sorrow

Out of my life

How many thoughts must I think?

When will I learn to laugh again

And be me?

What can money bring me?

Only comfort

What violence can bring me

Pain and shame

I am the one that have to live with it

What Loneliness brings me sadness

What Issolation brings me

No hope

God I carry no gun loaded with bullets

I don't owed one either

There is a whole new wide world for me

Waiting to be discovered by me God

God your so good to me

Music can heal me God

And put happiness in me

God I have no strings atached to the mobsters

I will show the world that I care about God

I had finally arrived the next morning in Montreal

It was early in the morning and the sun was shining in my eyes

My eyes was getting sore from the sun light

I boarded the taxi and drove to the hotel

When I got there into the hotel I checked in

And went to sleep

I needed a rest badly

I didn't even unpacked my suitcase

I am having more faith in God now

Shadows shadows

Stop me from being a mad fighter

And turns me into a man

Step step up

This is the change

For step up

And be a man

And stop the brutal fight

And learn to control my emotions

I know God that you will help me with that

My heart quivered with a silent of anxiety

Even if I was banished to the darkest place

My love will never let be a lonely spirit

Because God will brighten my world

And the darkness would end

God I will give a chance to life

To pray

To listen to your loving kind words

To listen to the sound

I will give myself a chance to see the flowers that you made it grow

In the parks for everybody to see

You have grown it with your holly hands

God today is the day for me to built a better tomorrow

It is my only chance and hope

That you have given me

And I am going to use it

I am not going to waste it

Because God I want to built a better tomorrow

I will not think about my failours

But I will think about my acomplishments

God

I won't put myself down any more

God thank you for this day

And this day you are here walking beside me

At Night I enjoy looking at the stars

It takes courage for me to be the best I can be

It takes strength for me to conguer the world

It takes strength for me to surender when a bad tought enters my mind

It takes time for me to decide in what I want

It takes time for me to fit with the crowd

It takes strength for me to surrunder to my anger

What lies before me are small matters

As it is promised by the wind

As it is tender in my heart

As it is written in the sky for me and everybody else here on earth to read it

Love makes all things possible

Love is hope's shining star

Faith sees my day shining through

God a song is no song until I sing it

God yesterday was history

God tomorrow will be a mistery that waits for me

Today God is a gift that you gave me

Precious memories tender memories

Could comfort me next time I am in sorrow

Giving me a reason to look towards tomorrow

I can recall a word or deed

From an anuxpected source

That helped uplift my spirit

As I travelled on life's course

So I will never dwell on my troubles

Of a cross I had to bear,

Search deep withim my heart

And find sweet memories there

My life is full of mixture

Full of sunshine and rain

But memories of sunshine I can keep

Memories of rain I can let go

because I find it so sad

I will not quit even if things didn't work out for me God

Because there might be something that is better for me

I will wait for something else to come

It won't be the end of the world