Never been always that way

That is a new poem Written by Aldo kraas

Never been always that way

That I prayed for my father

Every night for 2 hours

Non stop

Before going to sleep

Every single night

My friends calls me a religious fanatic

But I just don’t say anything

To them

Because I just hate to course at them

I feel that it is not there business

To call me a fanatic religious

I must say that I like to pray for my father

When I pray to my father

First I pray for the countries that are in war

Then I pray for myself

And that prayer I ask my father

To give peace and health

Because I just don’t have any peace in my life

Also I have bad health

That is my depression that I just hate

Having it

And its not esy for me to live

With depression

I also have been diagnose with

Depression many years ago

And I take lots of medication

For my depression

Night and day

And the medication I take is Narcotics

I wished that my father

Could make a miracle

By removing my depression

From my life

And I would not have to have medication

I also feel that I am a drug junkie