My Curse

This curse has blinded me to the point where I can see everything that is going on around you
But nothing else.... Nothing else...
Just you and me in a blinding dark room.
The way I say I love you is just another lie I say to get by
There is no love, Not for me.
This curse, that eats at me kills me each and everyday

I hate this, You and I both know this was coming to an end.
It's writen down on the books of fate, We weren't ment to have a future.
And I hope you can realize life is better without waiting for me to come to you.
It can't happen, It wont happen.. And it shouldn't happen.
It's my curse... Our curse.

So sure. I'll keep you company when you are alone
Make you feel better when you are sad
Be there for you when you need me the most
But know this, I can never love you. This curse prevents me from feeling emotions for you.
From knowing the sickness of love.
From having the perfections in life.
From even living life. It's all eat, sleep, work, and then you die.
Just another empty shell of scripted nonsense
If I had it my way. I would feel the emotions you do.

Author's Note

I'm still sort of iffy on this one, To me it sounds okay but I have my doubts.

Reviews

[Hello, Goodbye]

Great stuff.. I find that the honesty delivers so much impact when it doesn't always show us in the best of light.. I feel that you have done a solid job in keeping a good honest balance.

[Coyote Poetry]

A very good poem. The title brought me to the poem. There are many disabilities in a life. A person with no feeling and heart would be a bad one. The description and story held my attention to your last word.
Coyote