What's Happening (p read if you read my stuff)

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So....

My mom's pulling us out of school and putting us into homeschool. Because of this, I will no longer have a Chromebook and therefore access to Writerscafe.

My mental state is not good, and even worse because I'll be away from my "friends".

Honestly, I don't think I'll live to see my 14th birthday.

So I'm saying goodbye.

I'm tired, and dying, and losing my mind, and I don't know what's in the future.

I will miss you all dearly, and I want to thank you all for being there for me when I had no one else. All of you-- Efxaris, Martiya, Beren, and everyone I can't remember right now.

Jayden, wherever you are, I miss and love you so much sweet boy, and thank you for being possibly the most amazing f*****g person I've ever talked to in my life. I miss you so much.

I love you all so much.

Maybe one day things will be better, and I'll be back. Hopefully people then would remember me. But for now, goodbye, all of you amazing, beautiful, kind people, and I hope you get your dreams achieved, wishes granted, and hearts helped because you all f*****g deserve it.

I'm also crying rn lol

Bye guys.

I love you.

-Alice H. Mayes

Reviews

[SkyLight_Jayden]

Its been 14 days since she left. I miss her. I can't do this without her.

[FlaLover]

I sincerely hope this thought has passed and your outlook is a little better.
Such raw honesty in your words. If you want to talk, I will listen.

[SkyLight_Jayden]

Dose anyone know if shes okay. Its been 6 days. I am so worried. I love her so much and can't lose her

[SkyLight_Jayden]

AHH!! I read this so many times and it still makes me tear up. Everything will get better, one day. Maybe not next year, or the next few years, but soon. We all love you, okay? Don't forget that I am always here for you.

[Martiya Daman]

... (Virtual hug) I don't what to say now.
I just HOPE you'll come back, don't lose it! Have faith! Someday sunlight will be in your reach, don't let anyone snatch it! We all will wait and be eager for your return! I swear on my life!

[Alice Mayes]

thx Martiya... sorry I haven't messaged u in like, forever

[Brad Dehler]

Hang in there! There is hope and you can do this!!! Sorry it is rough on you right now. Keep using your talents and seek the light!

[KItsuko Dragonstar]

I hope for the best and hope to see you back one day UNTILL THEN ILL HAVE FAITH IN YOUR RETUN