The Turn Around

just another entry

The suffocating clench your heart makes,
the blur from your tears,
the harshness of the words smashing into my corpse,
the brisk pull you make away from me,
the sound of you walking away,
the revving of your engine,
the tearing of my notes love,
the burning sensation as you watch me cry.

All the effort made was in vain,
kick while ones down,
rub salt into my wounds.
Another disapointment,
another heartbreak,
another love story,
another experience never worth forgetting.
nor reliving.

Now I wander again for a new purpose,
its just a thought,
I'll keep myself busy,
just to not think about you,
but you'll always reside in the back of my mind.

I'll hide behind my lens,
keep a smile on my face,
keep looking up into the sunset,
knowing the next day will be easier,
and soon,
I'll be healed.

I'm going to keep my mind open,
for passive patience is the way to play,
for nothing I have is truely mine,
its all in my mind.
 

Author's Note

Music to listen to while you read this: Dido