Pear's Pride

the doctor hands
were the devil's



he gave me
my will
aqua red


when i was conceived
chose the people


for my
          life?



new life
  casted line


to tear
people's pink
coats off


saw beneath
ugly discoloured
                   flaps



they, who called
me a
         freak?



BUT they were
surprised

when i
fingered them


with the
      Pear



opened up
four sides



to tease
  widen
shred
  depressing
gash
  drip the
carcasses
    holy tears



and i
cried



tears of
          joy!

             i did it
              since 2002
             she was
    proud of me

always was
i am a product
of her
undiminished
   
                        .....care?