I'm not toxic

We all go through some sort of growth as we detach ourselves from the fixation of life. Some of us become toxic people. Other can't help but destroy others.

I'm not toxic. I'm destructive.

I don't hurt you to watch you suffer,
I destroy you to end it quickly.

I don't act as the tool of betrayal,
I return the favor with blunt forwardness.

I don't hide myself in your veins so none shall see,
I enact upon the world my will and to you my desire.

For all the world to see, this masterful chaos that has been wrought!
The explosions in the distance,the collapse of empires!
There is naught but beauty in such an open and honest display.

I am not toxic.
I am destruction.

Author's Note

I was once a toxic person. I did things out of spite and pettiness because of others. To hurt others.
This was an ugly straight of mine.
But I grew up and stopped hurting people for those reasons.
I'm still toxic. But not like that.
I'm still spiteful, but in aims to achieve for it.
I'm still petty, but inly so that I may grow.

I am destructive.
It's beautiful and out in the open. There is no hiding it.
I'll tear apart and rend all I need so that I can further build my world.
The people, the places,the things.
Destroying them is not hard. Same goes for putting it all together in a new pattern.
It's beautiful, even if it sometimes ends the struggle of another.

I'm not a good person. But I try. I make up for it with kindness and compassion.
With patience.
With an attempt to do good before I do so much bad.
I am who I am.
And that is who I am growing from.