Under the water

Seventh poem

I was taught to deal with s**t alone.

You’ll be weak if you’ll ask for help. 

It was just a rope with a stone,

And I’m really sorry for that yelp. 

None of pills work

Sometimes knife is the only answer. 

It’s not a smirk. 

Don’t f*****g touch the enhancer!

 

I can’t cry, but I’m so tired. 

Please, sing this song to me,

Cuz I’ve never been so inspired

By the sound of sea. 

People much prettier in tears,

Cuz they show their real emotions. 

I tried to speak, but nobody cares,

Nothing changes if I’m in oceans. 

This all is fake 

And I so hate it. 

I tried to pull the brake,

But there also was a git. 

I can’t cry, but I’m so tired. 

Please, sing this song to me,

Cuz I’ve never been so inspired

By the sound of sea. 

    I just don’t want to agree. 

My legs hurt,

My heart hurts too. 

And I don’t know

What I want to do.