Light pink

I want to cut that sweet white skin

And let those tired worms free

I saw these in a dream

But then I drowned in dark blue sea

Those eyes have emptiness in them 

It hurts a lot to see

The cover looks like a jam

But I  think you wouldn’t agree

The nails that sound like candy wrap 

They break and crash so much 

I think about buzz cut a lot

I don’t remember if I had my lunch

The brain that has bees in it

And sometimes they can bite

Food makes me wanna vomit

Sometimes I forget there’s light

I want so much to do

And keep doing nothing 

I sometimes hear moo

It’s coming from my stomach 

My hair has a lemon leaf

It grows too fast 

I thought you’ll never leave

But maybe it’s just past

My mouth tastes like coffee with blood 

I listen to dead everyday 

I think I’m surrounded by mud

And he keeps forgetting it’s may

Everything is nothing 

Then you mean nothing to me

I think I just missed us laughing 

Now I will add sugar in your tea

Author's Note

Tw: gore, language, mental illness