Mint dusty miller disk

I feel the black hole inside of me 

Grow every time I see you smile

I think about a country across the sea

About a life on that isle

No matter how I try

The time around me runs 

I wish I was with that boy

I wish I looked cute wearing buns

I can deal with this alone

And I know I’m strong enough 

My chest is covered with stone

Why must this be so tough

I want to be a boy 

With flat chest and short hair

I want to feel pure joy

In the cloths that I wear

Why is no one there

Why am I aro ace

I don’t know with whom to share

And is there a special place 

I love this girl

But sometimes I feel lost

I love my little curl

And I hate the rent cost

One day I’ll wake up knowing 

That someone loves me back

One day I want to go rowing 

And dye my hair black

I hope you are doing good

Hope you feel alive

I hope you’re wearing a warm hood

Hope you enjoying the disk drive