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I've been lying to myself
Smile on my face
With fear behind my eyes

Don't let it out
can't let it go
Just keep it up
Go on with the show

My heart feels heavy
Blinking back tears
How could I stop now
After so many years

It's a part of me now
I hold it inside
Burning a hole
'Till the day that I die

It's a wonderful show
My act flawless, pristine
But I still wonder why
Nobody can see through me