-Worth It-

-Worth it-

Some point in life we all will find that certain kind of love. The love where we feel the joyousness inside us just wanting to burst out. The love where we are always happy and smiling and thinking how perfect my life is because I have the best significant other ever. They never treat me bad. They are my best friend. my soul mate. I'm totally in love with them. When you see their name pop up on your screen and you instantly get excited or when its been like one hour and they haven't texted back so you become sad and feel like crying but then they text and you smile from ear to ear. The love where you fall asleep and wake up thinking about them. But what in that moment while your sleeping there awake texting some other person making that person happy and being all sweet to them just like they are you, then they start really falling for that other person that they slowly start to forget about you. They began to take forever to text back. They only “couple word” text you. They won't call you anymore. They won't want to hardly hang out anymore. They'll always say ''work'' or ''gonna hang with friends'' or ''I'm busy can't tonight,'' to get out of hanging out. And you're still the supportive significant other thinking, I don't wanna sound controlling and make them hang out with me or well ''aww sorry you have work babe'' when deep down you have ''that feeling'' but you ignore it. Then weeks go by and it just doesn't feel the same. They're hardly talking to you they hardly care about you then come find out by your friend or find out on Facebook that you're blocked and you go on another account find them an see that they're in a relationship with someone else.. Then in that moment your heart drops where you can literally feel it breaking into a million pieces. You wanna cry but you hold it back, asking yourself where did I go wrong? Thought they loved me? Was I that pathetic? Why don't they love me? What's so bad about me? You start to get mad at them and yet you're also mad at yourself because you should been more guarded up. You wanna scream, cry, punch them in the face. But you just sit there taking it all in, asking yourself was it worth it? Was it worth letting them in? Was it worth being happy? Was it worth giving them your virginity? Was it worth loving them? You see that other person post a selfie picture with them with the caption ''my love'' and in that moment you feel yourself shattering and think to yourself, “no they were my love, I loved them.” That's when you cant keep it in anymore and that's when you begin to cry and cry to where you cant stop. You feel you're heart breaking all over again. Was it worth it? 

Reviews

[Levi Levin]

It's always worth being caring and loving. Unfortunately, some people seem to be cold and not always feel the same, as the person in your story did. Sadly, those type of people will be eventually be found out by other "victims" as well. But, in the future it's maybe best to draw boundaries, and allow only those who have proven themselves worthy, to cross your "love -line".

Great story and very heart felt!