"How Could You?"

I am so much more scarred now,

than I was when I first met you.

We never got along, 

but we got together

pretty damn fast

when we were both lonely.

But,

there is a big difference between 

"I love you"

and

"I care for you."

I was always the feeble one,

who hurts everyone in the end.

& I have grown

into a person i never wanted to be.

But that's how we all end up, right?

You are always the desperate one,

getting hurt.

You are the cause of your own catastrophe

I refuse

to get pulled in

by your Guilt.