Roots.

I have always been

 a tsunami of emotion

 & no one

has ever loved me as much as I needed.

Maybe it was because I always got too attached.

Maybe it was because I rely on others

 to give me worth.

 

 I have never been close

to mentally stable,

and the boys I have always

                chased have

never helped me,

they only hurt.

 

 

I do not hold down houses,

I destroy them.

 In my thoughtful quest to be loved,

                      I will treat you so much

better

than anyone deserves to be treated,

&  shutter away when you ask to return the favor.