No Respect

I just wish I was given the respect I deserve.

I try and I try, 

But all I ever feel is sadness, 

When I have a good day it gets ruined, 

It gets ruined by her. 

No matter what I do it's never good enough, 

"I'm close-minded," "I have no friends," "I never do anything," 

Along with other pointless stuff, 

I'm sorry that I'm not perfect like you, 

I'm sorry that I don't want to be a jerk too. 

Nothing I do is right in your eyes, 

You make me so sad that I wish for my demise. 

I wish for the day I can separate from your life. 

I wish I can just freaking sleep and not get woken up by your strife. 

I am beyond angry with you, 

You're part of the reason why I always feel so blue! 

I just want freaking respect! 

But your respect is something that I no longer expect. 

Don't you see my tears? 

Or are you too selfish to see past my fake cheers? 

You treat me like trash, 

But yet I can't tell you how I feel or by you I'll get bashed. 

All I ask is for respect and a thank you, 

But all I feel like I get in return is an "f" "u," 

You become more and more like her every day. 

Oh wait, you became her already.

Author's Note

I'm sorry for the strong language. Believe it or not, I only swear when I'm beyond the meaning of angry, so now you know how I felt while writing this.