how i feel

Pain

Hurt

Anguish

 

What I'm feeling

Noone's fault but mine

 

Alone

Cold

Numb

 

How my heart

Is feeling right now

 

Wanting to change

Not given a chance too

What to do

 

Wanting to make an effort

Not given the opportunity to

 

Too emotional

Too much of a wreck

 

How can anyone love that....

 

Pushing away

Afraid to get hurt

 

Something that costs

Relationships for me

 

How did I lose

Something so good

 

Pain

Hurt

Fear

Anguish

Emotions

 

All things that causes

Me to fail in relationships

 

Trying to change

But actions speak louder than words

 

I'm trying my best

Trying to show

Trying not to be what I am now