Am I?

Am I

That horrible to be around

That my own boyfriend avoids me?

 

Am I

That broken

That I hurt so much easier than others?

 

Am I

Unloved so much

That if something would happen to me, no one would care?

 

Am I

An alcoholic

Cause that's the only way I can't feel anything?

 

Am I

That unbareable,

That no one can say they love me and truly mean it?

 

Am I

So flawed

That I get treated worse than everyone else around me?

 

Am I

That not understanding

That my own boyfriend would do things that we usually do together without me now?

 

Am I

Not a human being

Like everyone else?