IT'S ALL 'YOU'

Well, the question is that is it really all 'you' and never 'me'?

You left me which was
Rather too easy for you
Because you had your
'Reasons' and 'Excuses'.
But I feel sorry,
So sorry for myself
As I had none,
No reason to say 'Goodbye'.
I tried every 'possible' way

To get rid of your memories.

I even locked 

That wooden table clock, you see.
Force I did myself
To forget you
For, I have been addicted to this drug 
For a long time now.
I still search for it everywhere,
But nowhere do I find 
That drug to soothe my pain,

That drug to meet my pines.
It's painful
Holding on to the memories.
But I cannot let them go thus
Even if they haunt me.

Painful is imagining the future,
That which is never possible.
Painful is the thought of your absence,
The thought of not being able to be with you.
But even more painful 
Is the silence among chaos
Because I cannot hear
Hear YOUR voice. 

Your picture seems dull, very dull to me

And painful is to see the spark lost 
A spark I could see back then 
Back then when you were mine.
How do I let go?
Oh, I cannot!
How do I make you feel my love?
I cannot!
Didn't you see it in my eyes?
Couldn't you just read my mind?
Didn't you feel the rush in my nerves
When you had first touched?
I did not look back years back
But I did years later...
Darling, in the pain of missing thee,

I find a strange pleasure.

Pleasure shall you call it 
For, there's no other inspiration
And there's no other muse.  

 

Author's Note

Does the poem lack maturity? I leave it to my reviewers to decide.

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

"That drug to soothe my pain,

That drug to meet my pines.
It's painful
Holding on to the memories.
But I cannot let them go thus
Even if they haunt me.

Painful is imagining the future,
That which is never possible.
Painful is the thought of your absence"
A very nice poem. I like those lines the best...Pen on...:)

[Ankita]

Thank you so much Sami for your review and thanks so much for dropping in. Thanks for being so kind. I'm so glad u liked those lines. :) Honestly, ur review made my day. Thank u. :)

[Sami Khalil]

Wow. Good to know. You are welcome...:)