No Reason

I love you,
but my insecurities make me pull away.
You ask me why,
and I just say, “No reason.”

I love you,
but your past keeps reminding me to stay distant.
You ask me why,
and I just say, “No reason.”

I love you,
but sometimes I blame myself
for letting you into my life.
You ask me why,
and I just say, “No reason.”

Deep inside my mind,
there are reasons I never tell.
Like my mother used to say,
“I won’t play the violin for the bull�"
because it can’t feel the music.”

Author's Note

It's been long time, I'm not writing because I feel like I'm losing myself. Now, I'm coming back again. Your feedback are welcome.