My Addiction

The images leap through the screen at me,

touching my skin and kissing my neck,

aiding me in my desperate transformation

from human to animal.

It happens so fast -

too quick to satisfy the longing,

the hunger.

The animal in me thirsts for more.

It's lust is never satisfied.

All fades to black

and my fantasy departs from me

as it always does, always will.

Once more I am all alone.

I am so very alone.

Author's Note

I have never written about my addiction before, and definitely never shared it like this.

Reviews

[Viamari_love's_you]

what was your addiction? are you a beast that chose to feast on the human or they'er remains? if anything i would have gone insain.

[Draven]

Yes, it is my addiction. I am a sex addict, and I admit it for the first time. The animal is just how I personify my addiction. An addiction is an invisible force, but an animal - that I can kill. It makes the addiction feel more conquerable.

[Viamari_love's_you]

how old are you and you have that? lol and i never met any one with that

[Draven]

I am almost 19, actually. I know it sounds weird, but I have been around a lot, if you catch my meaning. I know I'm addicted because I go every moment of every day craving it to the point I can bearly control myself. I can feel the animal in me, and it starts looking at different girls and watching for the weak ones, and then it starts telling me to follow them and take what I need from them, with or without their permission. But I am NOT that kind of person, so I am now getting help to get rid of this addiction.

[Viamari_love's_you]

well that's good at least your getting help. and your pretty young I'm 17. so Bravo to you

[whoopsydaisy]

This one sent shivers down my spine i loooooooved it! Both thrilling and heart aching. I loved this!
Thanks for sharing!
-Dragon

[Baby Ricochet]

Addiction takes on many forms. Just how wicked it is depends on what you get from it and what you're doing to get it.

[Tam Warink]

Do you consider this addiction real or imaginary? Does it help to try and describe it thus? I'll give it high marks for courage if it is such.

100 courageous lines

[Angel]

Well done, it's well written. (:

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

A guided and very telling piece, well done!