The shock of initial dive

I was the calm water in the sea.

After the heavy storm,

slowly drifting towards the sand;

reaching for the saving grace; towards the beach.

I wasn’t ready for you,

I wasn’t ready when you dove in head first;

disrupting the momentum that I had so hard time creating.

I turned into waves;

crashing into places I wasn’t ready for,

Nervously colliding with disturbances

 that YOU brought in.

Author's Note

Getting back to writing was harder than I thought.
Struggling to bring my thoughts on paper.
Help me perfect it. Thank you.