Ari's Life Chapter 4

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Im haunted,by these dreams, by these thoughts and emotionless dry tears. most my dreams are about family or strangers trying to kill me with knives, I had sleep paralysis yesterday about a tall,pale lady with long black hair and she had blood all over her face,smiling at me as I struggled to move or scream for help, it was dark and cold. I've learned to be numb and ignore my emotions. I've learned to accept mean words and deny compliments, I don't know what Im doing with my life anymore, I'm confused and scared,mentally and physically. why cant I just be normal? why do I have to be different. I wanna be like other kids, who have parents,hope and dreams.

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