Everything I Have Become

Just everything I think and feel that I have become....my thoughts

Would you dance away the night with me?
Would you fulfill my fantasy?
Would you listen to what all I've done?
Would you care who I've become?
Am I alive or am I dead?
I cannot get outside my bed.
I do not want to go outside.
I did not want to say goodbye.
I cannot control what you see.
My heart you see isn't free.
My fee is yours, to grind and tear.
I am a monster in despair.
I am alone with my own thoughts.
With the constant ticking of endless clocks.
My time is running slowly out.
I want to cry I need to shout.
I want to say how I messed up so.
But I really just need to go...

Author's Note

What do you think? I know it's not great, but I just write whatever I feel, I don't always write with rhymes but sometimes it's okay.