Crash and Burn.

I'm Stuck.

Angry.

Confused.

Frustrated.

 

I throw myself at big brick walls,

Hoping to knock some sense into myself.

It never works, yet i still do it,

I've fallen in love with the numbness.

I feel nothing.

 

 And I love it. . .

'Cause when you feel nothing you don't have to deal with anything.

It's painful,

but simple.

You give up,

to win.

Think negative,

to stay positive.

Don't make goals,

so you don't fail.

It's easy . . . but empty.

 

I tear myself down before anyone else can.

I don't build myself up because i'm scared my structure won't hold,

& that I'll become a failure.

 

I have lost... I didn't try. .

 

so why bother ?