Worse Than Before

The wind is biting my face

As every tear falls

It's teeth pierce deeper, harder, faster

It hurts, it stings, and I want it to stop

I want all of this to just go away

I don't want to think

I don't want to feel

I want everything to stop

The thoughts need to die

and the questions can too

You're battering me

One after another

Questions I don't want to answer

Can't

Please stop

Please stop mommy

It hurts