Bargaining

I beg with it

really

This "talent"

If it so may be called

Pleading for it not to come

when it does

When I've drifted past

life

and sunken into a less than conscious state

It yanks me back

quickly

I plead for it

to come at a more pleasing time

Why 

Why won't you come when the

mode of transportation

Is in my hand?