you need to know

Those Butterflies  quiver gently in my stomach
When I pass by you till today,
Do they still mean something?
Or do they appear just out of nowhere?
I try hard not to cling to this idea,
But still I think
you need to know,
Not everyone under this gleaming sun
Deserved, deserves or will deserve
The sensualness, contentment, and warmth of my hands.
You need to know that I can’t waste myself on someone,
who doesn’t value our compromises

Author's Note

please do not judge me. And, yes, i do need criticisism in order to know my mistakes so that i can improve my soft skills more efficiently.
I just write out my heart. that's it. Thank you.