I Was Four

Molestation and self-harm.

I don't know what happened

I've got slices on my thighs

and cuts on my hips

that'll never be the right size

and I don't know how to stop anymore

I don't know how to stop anymore

I was four

I was four when he touched me

on my hips, it was gross

and my waist is disgusting

and I could never stand most

of what made me happy before

I don't know what all this is for

I don't know how to stop anymore

I was four