when i close my eyes im happy

When i close my eyes im happy
There u are as clear as day
I know it wont last forever
But for these precious hours u stay

Im sad when i open my eyes
Like a dream u disapear
The painful hours i spend waiting
For the next time u reappear

Each is balanced each do both
Bring happiness bring pain
But there is always a rainbow
No matter the amount of rain

Ill wait and ill suffer
Ill anticipate the next time
That precious moments i close my eyes
Where ure no one elses but mine

Am i fool for this i ask
To dream for those days i see
Am i the only one who feels this way
Or do you also dream of me?

Im scared to know your answer
Im scared when your not here
this happens when my eyes are open
Thats what makes up my greatest fear

U see im happiest while i dream
So forgive me if im not awake
Those memories with u there
Are the most precious memories i make