You give me writer's block with a side of headache

It kills,

It hurts,

Seeing you happy with her.

But it's fine,

It's okay.

I'll just fake a smile like I do everyday.

Pretending it will be alright,

When on the inside,

Something takes a bite

Of my heart,

And just rips it apart

Like some awful piece of art.

I know, I know.

She's beautiful.

You deserve nothing but the best,

And nothing less.

And that's something I just couldn't give.

I could say I tried,

But I know that's a lie.

I'm sorry I'm not her,

And you're something I don't deserve.

So give her all your love, give it all.

And I'll standing there in case you fall

While watching the whole time

In my silhouette dreams,

Wishing you were something I could call mine. ♥