Silent Pain

I'm screaming,

I'm dying.

I lost myself completely.

Tears are threatening

To ruin my perfect smile.

The perfect smile,

That I paste on every day.

My arms,

Will never see the day light again.

As cuts so deep are spread along

From the wrist to the elbow.

I'm losing every ounce of being I was.

Who did this? Why did this happen?

Don't ever ask me those question.

The answer will always be

I don't know, I don't care.

Truth is, I care too much.

That's why I hurt.

That's why I'm hoping

And wishing, I'll just be gone.