Love Sick

I need you out of my head.

All I do is daydream about you.

And as I realized, that I messed everything up,

You still hold a big piece of my heart.

Maybe you always will.

I'm starting to not eat,

I'm lost and love sick without you.

I may never get you back.

And realizing that and seeing that,

It's killing me inside.

I wish... I wish I was smarter then,

When I messed us up so badly.

Maybe I could have stopped myself

From destroying all that I cared for.

I keep dreaming and dreaming.

Dreaming of you and me.

Driving down a long road to who knows where.

Just being us together as a couple.

The couple we could have been.

If only I wasn't so stupid then.

For all that it's worth,

I love you with all of my heart.

Forever and more.

Even if I messed up completely,

Know that every minute,

Every second that you are not mine....

It's killing me deeply.

I'm doing my best,

To move on from you

Because I know I can never get you back,

And I know, however much I try,

You'll never leave my head.

And that's due to how much I love and miss you.

I'm sorry, sorry for everything...