Control. Gone.

I'm losing control.

I don't know what's going on.

My heart and mind,

They seem to be working together for once.

Yet, it's causing me to lose balance.

Because for once,

My mind wants what my heart does.

To feel secure and not alone.

To be held and loved.

One problem, I don't know who or what I want.

I'm losing control, everyday.

And I just want to scream. 

To let it all go for once.

So, I'm just going to let it out...

With one. Loud. Scream.