Claimed

I don't wish to be claimed.

I wish to claim death.

Stop trying to love me.

Stop trying to guilt me.

I wish my death upon me sooner.

I don't wish to hurt any longer.

Dear death,

Claim me.

Claim me before everyone else can.

My death is what i long for.

My death is what needs to come.

All this pain,

This heartache and disappointment,

It needs to go away sooner.

I give up my life.

I gave up my love.

I wish no one knew i existed.

I wish it all would claim an end.

That is the only claim i want.

A claim of death and darkness.

An endless slumber.

Please give that to me.

I wish to not be claimed,

But claimed by death.

I give you my hand,

Now take my life.