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Cinderella's s**t . Isn't it legit ?

You scream at me, i'm not good enough

I can't ever seem to do something right

I try and try and try and try to be tough

But it's just like love, it's out of sight

 

What did I do to deserve this wrong treatment?

I'm doing the best I can, doesn't that work?

Is this hate just temporary, or is it permanent?

Or among these shadows of lonliness do you lurk?

 

Could I perhaps find someone that just might care

A feeling lost along others, is there any to spare?

My eyes do wander endlessly, an unseeing glare

And of all of this, might I ask, is it just a stupid dare?

 

I've lost my heart in the depths they have dealt

I'm struggling to stay risen, to stay awake

And with all these things my bereft heart has felt

I might as well be drowning in this Lonely Lake

 

Can it be resurfaced through any power of yours?

A strength of this emotion we call love

Try to save me from going through the wrong doors

And then maybe one day I can see flying, the white dove

 

But this is just a fantasy, a dream I cannot get

I'm just wishing upon a star, there is no one such as this

I'm stuck here like Cinderella, cleaning up your s**t

Never to be let out or free, and there's no one here to miss

 

I'll just be the girl no one knows, no one sees

That way I'll never end up in a endless memory

And i'll be so cold, like the Ice Queen i'll freeze

Never ever to have the endless boundary

Author's Note

I'm not really sure what to think of this one . I cannot think of a title . Any suggestions ?