Eugene's Ham Sandwich

Recollection

I overrate myself in arrogance

I'd rather just be who I've come to

A miscalculation is a miscalculation

One, with silliness, beat yourself up, forgot why

Thrown back into that old state

Try something new

Any variance

Be imaginative

All perennial elongation of matters

Hectic so hectic

Just step out of the figures

And recollect it just sanely

Yes, and with the pain please

Short term long term tug of war

Mold yourself 

Or be molten

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