The Brink

Personal frustration at a girl I loved

I cant tell who I'm angrier with
you for leading me on
or me for being lead

I cant tell who with I'm more upset
God for giving me a heart
or you for breaking it

I cant tell what I should really think
When I seem to escape
Is when you make you way back to me

I cant tell where I should really go
You can see inside my cracked heart
and inside my wounded soul

I cant tell why I really cry
because our time is done
or because you never tried

I cant tell if I really understand
how I feel all this pain
and your so locked inside yourself that you are a-ok

I cant tell you if I can hope for anymore
my heart is on the brink
of being broken and destroyed

I cant really tell where we begin or where we end
Maybe the day I met you
was the beginning of the end

I cant really hold all of this
against you
because despite all of this
I'm still in love with you.