Its so hard

Its so hard to see
the damage you leave behind,
when you're walking over people's lives'
acting like you own them.

Its so hard to understand
the hurt behind the smiles,
the tears that wet my pillow at night
and the love i wish i never knew.

Its so hard to walk away
from the hurt that fills my life,
from the past i wish i never went through
and from all i try to hide.

Its so hard to be myself
whenever you're around,
you take away the loneliness
that fills my shallow heart.

I wish that i could forget you
and that way id be free,
I wish that i could retrace my steps
and walk a different path.

I wish that you weren't mine to be
and someone else's to love.
I wish that we had never met
but just strangers on the street.