Fathom of my emotions

This was where I liked two "beings" at the same time... Lucky me

What is it that I feel?

Is it lust, infatuation or love?

I honestly don't know which of the above.

I am trapped between two magnificent worlds of emotion,

charged with, feelings that strives to escape, but still lingers there,

knowing not which way world to choose.

I don't really know, but I am so confused.

I think I am suffering from paranoia,

But whatever it is,

it is literally changing my life.

Author's Note

written sept 28, 2005