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I just can't take it.
Your so far from my grasp.
I try to reach, but
your just out my grip.
Come closer.
So I can hold you in my arms.
I know your crying.
I know your sad.
I know your Sick.
Let me help.
I'll do my best.
When you don't let me help,
I tremble in the darkness
thinking to myself:
"I am a useless friend. I can't help you."
You look at me in the dark corners of your mind.
You think:
"Your not useless. I just don't want to burden you."
I cry that I'm useless.
I love you forever.
Forever is forever.
When your not around,
I feel safe in your arms.
Now this love is dead.
I have no arms to feel safe in.
Your heart was my sky.
To me, this world
is coming to an end without you.
I take this knife.
I plunge it into my heart.
Now..
I take a paper and pencil.
I write a letter..
to my friends, family, and everyone else.
Trembling hands scribble distorted letters.
Blood drips on to it.
Soon, the letter is written out,
and it says:
 
"I'm sorry for this. I just can't take the pain and loneliness."
I now am in Heaven. Happy. With you.
Now this love is Eternal.
But for many, the love is broken.
Like a ribbon, cut in two.
I look upon on what I left behind.
I grow sad.
But I know your there so it makes me better.
Now I have all the time in the world to I spend
is with
You.
♥