Never enough.

i was never fuckn enough for you damn it! that all you ever fuckn tell me what the hell i would lay my own damn life for you

Sitting here so lonely in a world that doesn't care,
Always longed for somebody, of some kind, to love me.
But this place of darkness, I cannot seem to share,
Throughout every breath of air, I've chosen to breathe.

And I've always longed for the answers to all my pain,
Just so I can start to know, and learn from the truth.
Why does every single day always feel the same?
It gets harder, every year and each day of my youth.

Barricades are up against all those paper-thin walls,
Which are ever only the things to help me through.
And no matter how much effort I put into my life,
I know that it will never be good enough for you.

Author's Note

I AM LOSING IT!!