1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot, 4

its so dark

One, is just the starter
the burning liquid in my veins
coursing throughout my body
making me forget all the pain

two, another boost
it feels easier to breathe now
my heart doesn't hurt anymore
i feel like I'm on the clouds

three, i want some more
I'm so warm inside
i feel like I'm melting
i don't want to open my eyes

four, this is the last
i feel nothing, not even love
everything is dark, too dark
o god what have i done

I'm cold and empty now
i try to open my eyes, i cant see
i just lay here six feet under
i cant feel anything

Author's Note

im just so down