To, J.M.A.M

idont know what to do i really dont

I imagine myself sitting at your doorstep waiting for you..

I want you to answer but yet i still don't know what to say..

After this time of wanting us, i finally have it, and I'm not so sure anymore..

Things are moving so quickly that i cant even grip onto it, i just want to shout STOP!

But i don't want you to hear me and walk away..

I want you to know..know how to be...and what i want..

but after all this time..I'm not sure thats possible anymore..

Your finally the woman i dreamed for...but yet the woman i wish would leave me alone..

Author's Note

J.M.A.M.
your an angel to me you really damn are and i love you more then any word i could put in to this or any other damn poem i write on this site beacuse
i could publish well a trillion books on how i feel about you.
but then on the flip side it bloody pisses me off when you just blowme off
and saying youhad fallen asleep when i know pretty well that you not.
eather way. I love you and i want to know if you feel the same..