Paranoia

im am so lost i dont understand what the hell is going on im just gah!

Is it just my paranoia
Or is this really going to happen
I just can't take all this nostalgia
I try to keep my worries hidden
But i can't help but think, will we truly never again be
Or am i just letting my fears get the better of me
You say that once it's all over
We'll be together once more
But what if you discover
That it's someone else you adore
Thoughts of you consume my mind
All those nights with you
The memories i just can't leave behind
And it scares me to think it might be true
That what i think is just my paranoia
Is actually what will come to pass
I feel i'm simply in a coma
Waiting for all this to be in the past
For these burdens that separate
To soon be over
For all of it to dissipate
So my heart won't have to shatter

Author's Note

my heads so crazy

Reviews

[Matthew Kult]

I would be crazy too if I was left up in the air with just the simple words...We will be together when its all over. A very personal write.

With Love,

Jaidyn