I hate it

i hate this beacuse i see it even damn day and it kills me more and more

I hate it that I love you
But I can't be with you
Not that I can't be with you
But rather that distance keeps us apart
I hate it when I see others happy
Because I want so bad for that to be us
But then I realize that it will never be us
And so I begin to cry
I hate it that our relationship is strained
More than the average couple So that everything for us is twice as hard
I hate it that I have so many plans for us
But in all actuality I can't see them playing through.
I hate it that we try and try and try
But at the same time we seem to get no where
But most of all I hate that I love you
Because all it does is cause pain
Unnecessary unbearable pain That no matter what will never go away

Author's Note

i cant do this any more