How does this end?

i am tired of seeing all this im tired i just want to see how we end!

I wanna know how to feel, I wanna feel how you hurt.
I wanna know what its like to be pushed in the dirt.
I wanna feel my tears roll down off my cheeks.
I wanna feel the pain off the words that you speak..

I wanna know how it ends, how it ends between us.
Is this what they call love? Or another form of lust?
Your walking away, maybe it's better if you do.
Cause im not the same me, your not the same you.

It started out perfect then I started to lie.
It started out worth it now I'm questioning why?
Why do you have hope? Forever's just a word,
And any day now; it will all just be a blur.

No stress and drinking, don't know what I'm thinking.
It's hard to sleep when I'm barely even blinking.
Deeper in, I'm sinking; I'm losing my mind.
The clock keeps ticking, we're running out of time...

Author's Note

what is this type of love?

Reviews

[nighttimesnoozer]

its as if you wanna be hurt, thats not love
its as if you want to be treated like s**t in a bag.. i liked ur poem though thumbs up*