I Wait For Her Call

i just want her damn call!!

I toss and turn all night,
kept awake by the pain.
The throbbing whole in my chest,
Driving me insane.
I wait for her call,
Knowing it won't come.
Aching to hear her voice,
I've become totally numb.
Confused by my heart,
Racing the speed of sound.
I choke up a tear,
And fall to the ground.
I wish I could know,
Why this happened to me.
One minutes she's mine,
The next I'm on my knees.
I just want to see her,
Maybe kiss her goodbye.
But she says I never loved her,
That I should just go die.
She says she doesn't love me,
And I know it's another lie.
If I could see her face,
I'd see the truth in her eyes.
And I yearn for her touch,
To have her by my side.
She's waiting for the love to fade,
To fade from her Brown eyes.

Author's Note

i want to fade away but the momment i do
I dont want to leave i just want her back