Leads to Alone.

I am in love with two one is far one is close but who to choose with out the hurt to the other

Two divides me in a shot.
Two surprises me, not.

One holds my heart,
The other a physical key...
One I trust,
Yet only one I can see...

Breathing in life...
Exhaling fate...
One on a phone,
While with one on a date...

Cant I love without all the hate?
Cant I dodge what is soon to be fate?

Let me fly the coop,
Let me be the bullet...
Let me alone...

I want to love...just not like this...
I'm not even sure anymore what this is...

Torn in two different directions,
and the only thought in my head...
Rings louder...and louder...
All roads from here leads to alone...

Author's Note

the way it looks for me is i wil be alone