Feelings

Sometimes I feel it has to hurt.
Why it does, I’ve never understood.
But the feeling does not fade away,
And I stop thinking in a rational way.

So once again, I lose myself,
The one whom God can hardly help.
Who I am feels so unbearable,
And the way I walk is unbelievable.

Sometimes I truly feel the pain,
As if a thousand herds ran through my veins.
Scars stretch across my skin,
Yet I have no regret within.

I feel the strength inside my soul,
And see my purpose, clear and whole.
I know I’m capable of it all,
My courage is what makes me stand tall.

I feel I cannot stop or rest.
Inspiration pins me to my quest.
Confidence, such mighty power,
And I shall have it, if I desire.